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Where has my mind gone

Where I come to loose myself. Especially when I'm missing my girl.

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

well here are my thoughts for today

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

well

In chem I sit with a little break on the network at the collegeg I attend. more later

Friday, March 18, 2005

Well, Mr. Math has been a busy boy lately, and has not been able to write in his blog as often as he wants (I think). So, as he has written in MINE, I'm going to write in HIS...
Truck problems seem to be at the front line this week. "El Trucko" as it's called has been having some problems. Radiator problems...patches that don't work...etc. So, our dear Mr. Math has bought a NEW one, and hopefully (cross your fingers here) it'll work. I think it's working, but I haven't heard yet.
Our little expedition into volleyball-land was successful. Mr. Math did a wonderful job scoring points for our team, and I felt very useless... :-p
Next time...maybe our MOMS will go! That would be interesting... :-pI guess one will have to see what life brings....and maybe Mr. Math will get back to his blogging for all you loyal readers...adios!

well happy patties day

Thursday, March 17, 2005

well

for those that wounder me and rach are really good gotta get some sleep so maybe i'll blog in the am

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

chicken?

Monday, March 14, 2005

meow?

Saturday, March 12, 2005

my computers days off

Friday, March 11, 2005

I'm back

well kinda still a little lost but it will pass. I got my tools back :-):-):-)

Thursday, March 10, 2005

SUPRISE SUPRISE....

FOR THE RECORD, IT'S NOW THURSDAY AND MR. MATH AINT POSTED.... , SIGNED.. THE MYSTERY BLOGGER

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

For the record...

Ok, this is Tuesday, and Mr. Math hasn't posted yet. I hope he doesn't, because he really needs to catch up on his sleep. He hasn't actually missed a day of blogging...but he has now, two of 'em.
I guess he must be really stressed out or something. Understandable behavior...I mean, he IS only 17...Stress happens...So, now that I've posted on his blog, I'll leave it alone... :-p Tootles!

Sunday, March 06, 2005

hey

I'm just gonna say hi for a sec. gotta go.

Saturday, March 05, 2005

mid life no just now crisis

Well I have just really encountered the first time that I have gotten really lost and prolly just scared since the time that I got the heck out of jail it is really hurting.

I donno what it is that it causing it but whatever it is I just want it to be gone to run from it like I have from so many other things.

I know that I will make it through but I still am really confused and feel like giving up.

Chemistry isn’t going to well but that isn’t what has got me all riled up. It is just a little bit of everything it is making me feel like giving up. I will make it through this just like I have every other thing I have in my life.

I know that I can make it through I just need space lots of it and I can’t have it right now. My PO won’t let me get my own place.

It seems like every time I try to do something to better myself I just end up giving up or letting it go.

So I will just have to try my best to hold onto this and not let it drag me under no matter how bad I want to.

Life is on hell of a confusing thing. It is always throwing something new at you. I will make it I know I will.

Friday, March 04, 2005

my dog

Thursday, March 03, 2005

Well

If a laptop on my lap will kill my sperm then you know what I think I will glue it there. Just kidding I'm not doing anything to use it so it really doesn't matter. But hey if I ever do I will remember that. I'm not ready for kids. No way! not yet. It is still way to early for that in my life. Right now I would be a really bad father. My father was not the best so I wanna learn from his mistake and always be there for my kids no matter what the rest of life is doing around me.

I wanna be able to provide for them and my wife. I donno I think if I can only get my schooling done then that will be no proplem at all.

I wanna be a mechanical engineer. Yes it is alot of schooling. Five years. I have just begun. Took my first final last night. But it is not all that far off. Once I make it I will be able to make 55-75 bucks an hour.

I'm prolly gonna take some classes into accounting to so that I can finish that have a good job while I'm going to school still for my great job. I donno that way i will never have just one thing I know how to do.

Anything can happen it will keep me busy and will get the bills paid! So that is always a good thing.

My PO is kinda being a little funny about me getting my own place now but has kinda offered that if I wanna at the end of the semester I can move to Tucson or Serra Vista and do independent living there. I donno. I wanna be close to Rachel. So who knows I got 8 weeks to figure it all out.

Now off to write a paper for english

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

hey hey hey

I just took my first final. It was kinda hard but not to bad I think I did ok. I know that all I have to worry about now is Chemistry. I've been studying:-). I will do ok I got a "D" now not an "F"

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Laptop on my lap

Here I am with my laptop on my lap on my way to serria Vista to get some clothes. My transition coordinator is going to be footing the bill. He just told me no CDs and stuff like that. I can use the clothes so hey every little bit helps. He is going to be looking into the independent living for me. I’m gonna keep on him. I want to get my own place. I want it bad. I need to get the heck out of my house. It is not that it is that bad with my mom it is just that I need some space and I never study at my house. I don’t get that much done when I’m at home I am usually just there an the net not doing much. It is boring and I have better things to do I just don’t do them. I mean it isn’t all where I’m living but my own place would make it a lot better. So hopefully I can get this worked out with my PO and with the transition coordinator. I don’t want this to be one of those things that I just kinda wana do but never do till it is to late. I’m going to do this!!

I've just gotten back

i'm gonna just say hi and I will put the rest of what I wrote on a little later. thank you for coming by

I've just gotten back i'm gonna just say hi and I

i'm gonna just say hi and I will put the rest of what I wrote on a little later. thank you for coming by

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