Update

Well all is well I guess. I'm still clean even though I am in the same town I started all the stupid shit I was into. Speed will kill you it is not an if it is when it will. Either it will end you in jail where you will rot away. Maybe you will get killed buying or selling it. You could even die a nice slow painfull death of some strange disease caused by all the chemicals in it. You could end up going the easy way to you could loose your mind. If you choose to do it thats on you. But it is no longer for me. I'm just getting my life back I lost almost three good years of my life. I hope this will give you a hint to do what you already know you should and quit.

Hey life goes on and i miss my special lady. I love her and even though i have that urge to go out and tweek I know that it will cost me everything that I have. What i have is unexplainable. I feel so much pain just being away. I can't wait to be back in my babys arms. Love will do that to you.