mid life no just now crisis
Well I have just really encountered the first time that I have gotten really lost and prolly just scared since the time that I got the heck out of jail it is really hurting.
I donno what it is that it causing it but whatever it is I just want it to be gone to run from it like I have from so many other things.
I know that I will make it through but I still am really confused and feel like giving up.
Chemistry isn’t going to well but that isn’t what has got me all riled up. It is just a little bit of everything it is making me feel like giving up. I will make it through this just like I have every other thing I have in my life.
I know that I can make it through I just need space lots of it and I can’t have it right now. My PO won’t let me get my own place.
It seems like every time I try to do something to better myself I just end up giving up or letting it go.
So I will just have to try my best to hold onto this and not let it drag me under no matter how bad I want to.
Life is on hell of a confusing thing. It is always throwing something new at you. I will make it I know I will.
posted by Mr. Math @ 1:44 PM
WELL...
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just remember danno... no matter how bad it looks, it can ALWAYS get worse..
for example: step away, far far away from the mexican crab/rice cassarole that's on the stove right now, I"M sweating and blistering my tongue on it, and you'd be sorry for a week. Yes, it's possible for me to OD the jalapenos once in awhile...
Dan
This is a test and only a test. Your P.O. has been around the block and deals with guys who get out all the time. He is testing to see how you handle No as an answer.How is it that I know this? I am in the business and have been for 25 years. Pay attention to your school work and live with your Ma she don't seem like bad girl.Give him a good year and you will have earned the freedom back that you gave away in the first place.
Slipshod
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