Well

If a laptop on my lap will kill my sperm then you know what I think I will glue it there. Just kidding I'm not doing anything to use it so it really doesn't matter. But hey if I ever do I will remember that. I'm not ready for kids. No way! not yet. It is still way to early for that in my life. Right now I would be a really bad father. My father was not the best so I wanna learn from his mistake and always be there for my kids no matter what the rest of life is doing around me.

I wanna be able to provide for them and my wife. I donno I think if I can only get my schooling done then that will be no proplem at all.

I wanna be a mechanical engineer. Yes it is alot of schooling. Five years. I have just begun. Took my first final last night. But it is not all that far off. Once I make it I will be able to make 55-75 bucks an hour.

I'm prolly gonna take some classes into accounting to so that I can finish that have a good job while I'm going to school still for my great job. I donno that way i will never have just one thing I know how to do.

Anything can happen it will keep me busy and will get the bills paid! So that is always a good thing.

My PO is kinda being a little funny about me getting my own place now but has kinda offered that if I wanna at the end of the semester I can move to Tucson or Serra Vista and do independent living there. I donno. I wanna be close to Rachel. So who knows I got 8 weeks to figure it all out.

Now off to write a paper for english