1 more day to decide

Well It's been another day. I don't know what to do at all now. I have had many suggestions that say that I should just let her go. That makes me bolth want to keep trying even harder just because everone said that it can't or won't work out in the long run. It also really makes me think what if everyone that made a comment was right? I don't know there is so much uncertainty in the future. I am now so lost in indecision. I'll sleep on it and see if I can't reach a decision or at least come alot closer to one. Maybe I should just ask her to read my blog and it may help. Maybe there is some kind of decision together that will work out for the best. Life isn't about sheer calculations sometimes you have to take chances. You still have to pay attention to the odds. So what are the odds? I know that they can't be that good but she still waited for me for fifteen months so that has to count for something!