Well hey there

I prolly lost all my readers but who cares. All this is is a place for me to let off steam anyway. The bad news is that I have been served papers and will be going to court again on the 17th of January. I've got a better job now I left aacco casting cuz of health reasons. Well it was a lot of BS and then it also put me in the hospital 3 times since I had worked out there. It was all a breathing problem so I decided it best to get on down the road. I needed to get a job elsewhere anyway so that I could get out of this town. Benson is a dead end town for me. If I stay around here I will get back into the meth habit that I tried so desperately to get out of and finally succeeded. I've been clean now for 1 year 3 months and three days so it is not a risk that I am willing to take to fall back into it. I still crave it every now and then but the cravings pass and so far so good. I haven't got nearly as many friends but the way I look at it is. Would I rather have a lot of half friends that just want me cuz I got dope and will dump me as soon as they find someone who will give them more or a few true friends that actually care if I live or die cuz they like me for who I am?

That keeps it in perspective for me not even getting to the fact of that I am immensely more happy now that I don't use crystal and I will sure as hell live a lot longer.

that's it for now. That felt good. =))