At school again

well here I am at school again I gotta get my homework underway and then I'm gonna finish up my presentation for the paper that I got away with not presenting. Hey its a hard job but someone's gotta do it. I got just about everything set up to move out. I just have to really rethink it and then call my PO. So I donno life is good it goes on. Whitey is right http://www.whiteyforgot.blogspot.com/ I haven't really been blogging I've been doing it for others it is for me.

So this mystery woman and I spent the day together yesterday. It is amazing how little homework we actually got done but we had fun. We have set a little bit of a time restriction on ourselves. We are gonna only talk on the phone for an hour a day unless we have Both finnished our homework. It feels so real so I'm a little nervous. I don't know what to do. I wanna just go for it but don't really know how to or if it will help or hurt if I just let my gaurd totally down.

She is one heck of a woman and I know this. It is hard for me to stop thinking about her sometimes. But hey life goes on. If it is real all that it will do is help us to get a better idea of it by taking time. If it isn't then it may just save us a heck of alot of pain.

I hope that it is real. I want so bad for it to be. Well I'll let it flow as it comes. I gotta go for now. If I don't have all of my homework done I'll get cut short. What a motivater. Whoa that was long and involved I feel great. I've fallen and don't wanna get up. EVER.

Don't be a chicken. Just see where it leads. Life goes on. If you screw this one up we are really gonna be in the pits. I know that you are confused but get over it! NOW! You will survive. Just let your gaurd down tell her how you feel be honest. It cannot hurt you to be real with yourself and others.

Well I'm outa here for now. Man its only been 1 day since I saw her and I really miss her already. Homework here I come :-(