Another day another dollar or even two

Well here i am after work yet again I donno what the problem is but my laptop is really having a problem getting on the net so I'm back on moms computer for the night. Yes I had to beg and pleed but I needed my blogging fix.

I was there at work but the whole time all I was thinking of was how tomorrow is Sunday and that is when I get to talk to Rachel again. I miss her Really really bad.

We bolth wanna take the time to do this right which is really a good sign. I know that we are both afraid of getting hurt or hurting each other. I am almost totally over my fear of getting hurt. I'm just afraid to hurt her.

I think that even a moment with her is worth 1000 in pain. Yes I knowe that is alot but I do really really care about her and wanna spend time with her.

I have never really felt this way while I was away from someone I cared about. Even when I was away from Dana which I said I loved I was not thinking about and missing her as much as I miss Rachel now.

I know that we have not known each other for that long and that is what I am afraid of more then anything is that we will end up not working out because of that but I am willing to take that chance.

Someone told me not long ago that I am all dreamy and you know what I am and I love the way she makes me feel. Yes I am dreamy but for good cause. I donno what to do next but I will figure it out.

Oh yeah! I am not far from getting my own place. This has all kinds of benifits. More time to do homework, I'll be able to walk to work, I'll always have a ride that is going to my classes because she is in them not because she has to take me, more privacy and most of all it will make it easyer to see Rachel. If I lived in town I would be a heck of alot closer and easyer.

Yes I know I just rambled on and on about nothing of any intrest to anyone but you know what it is my blog. For me. I like what I put and so if you don't piss off!